Please help me... embaring question... serious answers only...?

Well, i am not educated on this type of topic. I myself do like the whole domination factor. I suppose its all on how far you allow your mind to go. If u desire to harm women and hurt them...then id seek help. But in my opinion, nothing is wrong with a little domination in . You will find there are lots of women out there who will ask for it by name. =) your young still. dont be so hard on youself.